With my mom working 2nd shift the past 2 nights, it gave me a new look at things. Since it was just me here, I was able to see how cluttered the house has gotten. I know I’ve just been to tired to do anything (I think it was probably a depression with no energy). But looking at the clutter, I just got this itchin’ to start straightening up. So I went to work on the kitchen. I cleaned off the counters, the table, the fridge (we don’t want to go there), vacuumed, straightened up the the living rooms. Finally i found myself in my room and I felt accomplished, tired, but better.
The second night i didn’t have quite so much to clean, since I straightened up so much the night before. So I cleaned off my desk. I went through magazines, books, receipts, clutter there. Went to bed feeling accomplished again… although i couldn’t sleep for some reason.
Today the cleaning bug still had me because the first 30 minutes I was in the office I clean my desk. Took care of the little bit of dust on my monitors, the phone, and top of the cube. And then moved to my inbox. I’m very proud to say I have 1 email in my inbox and that’s only there to remind me to do something tomorrow.
But overall i feel great and really honestly hope I’m coming out of this depression. Because really, I can’t believe how I’ve been thinking and acting. We’ll see though I guess.
My whole way home from work today all i was thinking about was how I wanted to update my blog because I haven’t done it in so long. So I was thinking about what to write about. I mean I know I rambled a lot already, but I couldn’t find a topic. So i just sat and enjoyed my ride home. Something I haven’t done in a long time. And it’s a pity because I use to love driving. Then I started noticing license plates.
I love road trips. 1 because I love driving. 2 because i like to play games on the way. My favorite is the license plate game. You know the one where you keep track of all the plates you see during your trip trying to get all 50 states. I saw about 5 different states just on my home today. I saw Tennessee, Texas, Maine, Massachusetts, and New York. On trips it’s more about getting the states. But when I’m on my way to and from work. It’s more about wondering where they’re going. Sometimes I can’t imagine why they’d be driving through Pennsylvania, but I usually end up making something up. Kinda like a fantasy. Yeah, I know my dumb fun. But hey it makes the ride to work a lot more fun.

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